If I could choose the place to die, I would rather die at my sweet room. My room is the most place I stayed and used. Even though our family moved house a lot of times so I had many different rooms and I did not even live that long right now, my most favorite room was at second floor house in Seoul. I lived my most life there so I am very familiar with that house. However we had to move because my parent's job was so far away. I still remember when I was at that house.
In that house, our family used first floor and our another family used the second floor. There was little yard in front of the home, and we raised a sharp dog called Benji. Benji was my first dog which was very sharp, loyalty, and also handsome. Our family loved him a lot and took care of him very much like more than our family themselve. Inside the house, we had enormous aquarium, TV, and little table where our family could have tea time. Inside my room, there were piano, bed, desk, and closet. I used to play piano when I was young and I even had tutored on it. When I came back from school, I straightly went to my room and laid down on my bed. That bad is unforgettable until now. It was my first bed and it covered with light purple-ish and pink-ish. I decorated it with my favorite dolls and always made it like princess style. When there was party, my brother and I called all of our friends to our house, and we played altogether. And we had really fun and memorable times. In winter, my cousins always visited our home, so I, my brother, and my two cousins played snow fight, and made largest snowman in the world. But I hated my brother when we played snow fight, because he hid a rock inside the snow........So nonsense boy, and it hurts a lot :(..! My brother and I watched many videos during the breaks while our parents went to work. Actually, that place is not just for me but also for my brother.
I want to die at that house, because that is the most memorable house I have ever went and I have most memories in that house. Instead of just die at the hospital or somewhere I have never been, I want to die at the place I have the most memories and I spent most times.
2009년 11월 9일 월요일
2009년 11월 5일 목요일
Autobiography
In page 200 of my autobiography, I was seriously thinking about what my friends are to me, and how they influenced my life. A friend, a person you know well and like, is the reason why I can be happy, sad, and mad. If I share happinese with my friend, it doubles and if I share the sadness, it reduces to half. That is what a friend is, and a real friend is whom I can reveal who I am.
There are 3 types of friends around me - A friend that loves me, a friend that forgets me, a friend that hates me. A friend that loves me is like chocolate which makes people feel better when they are melancholy, and that is what my friends do. When I am with them, I just unreasonably feel extremely comfortable and happy. I knew them ever since I came to Saipan. even though we meet only once a week, we know that we think of each other very deeply and sincerely. I have seven of them and they are my real friends in Saipan whom I really want to share everything I have and whom I love the most. If the first reason of going church is because I am religious girl, the second reason is because of them. They are also like my bitamins of life. By giving me both good advices and hurtful advices, they are considered as true and trustful friends. Because they know what benefits to me and know the way of giving me an advice wisely.
A friend that forgets me might usually get into the relationship because of my useful aspects for them. They contact me and do not delete my number because they need me when they need something that I have. And when they get what they need, they forget me right away. They might talk behind me. So friends of this group are totally useless to become firneds. I think there is only one type of friend in this group.
A friend that hates me is a person whom I cannot handle. I just leave him/her to hate me because a friend whom I like or love does not hate me at all. Unless that friend is one of my favorite, I do not really care wheter he hates me or not. However, if that friend is in my favorite group, I will be anxious to know why he hates me all day or until we are okay. Normally, I do not have interest in those who hates me, and I do not even bother being mean to them.
Having few true and trustful friends is better than having many useless and normal friends who just ruin my mind complicatedly. However, there is one possitive aspect of having many friends - that later on, they can be people whom I can ask favors just because we were friends before. I think I lived my life ineffectively because I have more friends who forget me than who love me.
There are 3 types of friends around me - A friend that loves me, a friend that forgets me, a friend that hates me. A friend that loves me is like chocolate which makes people feel better when they are melancholy, and that is what my friends do. When I am with them, I just unreasonably feel extremely comfortable and happy. I knew them ever since I came to Saipan. even though we meet only once a week, we know that we think of each other very deeply and sincerely. I have seven of them and they are my real friends in Saipan whom I really want to share everything I have and whom I love the most. If the first reason of going church is because I am religious girl, the second reason is because of them. They are also like my bitamins of life. By giving me both good advices and hurtful advices, they are considered as true and trustful friends. Because they know what benefits to me and know the way of giving me an advice wisely.
A friend that forgets me might usually get into the relationship because of my useful aspects for them. They contact me and do not delete my number because they need me when they need something that I have. And when they get what they need, they forget me right away. They might talk behind me. So friends of this group are totally useless to become firneds. I think there is only one type of friend in this group.
A friend that hates me is a person whom I cannot handle. I just leave him/her to hate me because a friend whom I like or love does not hate me at all. Unless that friend is one of my favorite, I do not really care wheter he hates me or not. However, if that friend is in my favorite group, I will be anxious to know why he hates me all day or until we are okay. Normally, I do not have interest in those who hates me, and I do not even bother being mean to them.
Having few true and trustful friends is better than having many useless and normal friends who just ruin my mind complicatedly. However, there is one possitive aspect of having many friends - that later on, they can be people whom I can ask favors just because we were friends before. I think I lived my life ineffectively because I have more friends who forget me than who love me.
2009년 10월 26일 월요일
My favorite Game
My favorite game is called "Cart Rider" which came from the company of Nexon. Cart Rider is a game that controls the car and races with others to win, and the money for this game called "Lucci". I played this game since I was in first year of middle school, and I knew this game from my brother. I played lot more games that this because my brother wanted me to play with him. So even if I did not want to play the game, I had to play with him, because he would punch me if I do not play. Hahaha...
We play this game with the arrow key for choosing the way that one needs to go, shift for drifting to quickly turn the side, and control key for using items. There are four different kinds of items. Firstable, for the game items, there are boosters, shields, bombs, flies, and banana peels. These are mostly common items that people use. Boosters increase the speed little bit, shields are the protection from bombs, and flies, and then banana peels make riders slide so they cannot control their cars for few seconds. There are much more items according to different kinds of cars and game styles.
For the character items, most of them are for increasing the percentage of exp and money when riders use it. For example, if one character buys the clothes and the cart which matches with the clothes, the percentage of exp and money doubles. The more matchable items with one's character, the better one gets from the game, unless one does not lose. There are also balloons and goggles to shield the bombs and see through the cloud which makes unable to see forward if one does not have goggle.
The items for carts are the best seller. The items for carts are mostly decorations or reinforces the carts individual parts like engine. So when one keeps the item with him in the game, it automatically applied. There are also many different types of carts that is useful for different types of games or different types of attacking items. Some types of carts are the best for protecting bombs or some are best for protecting banana peels.
Lastly, the items for decorating the carts or characters. The paints for changing the carts' original color, fancy number plates which is able to put riders' initials, and luxurious tires. For the paints, there are black, white, hot pink, green, yellow, blue, red and sky blue. There are lots of fancy number plates and the tires look like there is a colored like on the tire, so when rider drifts, there is a line on the ground.
I thought I am very very good at playing cart, and actually I am...sort of... I tried with Hyung Joo and he was really good though. I think driving or controlling cars is helpful to drive real car. It is of course toxic game and there are also many events which are effectively benefits for raising levels up. I quit this game for like half of an year, and now I want to restart!
We play this game with the arrow key for choosing the way that one needs to go, shift for drifting to quickly turn the side, and control key for using items. There are four different kinds of items. Firstable, for the game items, there are boosters, shields, bombs, flies, and banana peels. These are mostly common items that people use. Boosters increase the speed little bit, shields are the protection from bombs, and flies, and then banana peels make riders slide so they cannot control their cars for few seconds. There are much more items according to different kinds of cars and game styles.
For the character items, most of them are for increasing the percentage of exp and money when riders use it. For example, if one character buys the clothes and the cart which matches with the clothes, the percentage of exp and money doubles. The more matchable items with one's character, the better one gets from the game, unless one does not lose. There are also balloons and goggles to shield the bombs and see through the cloud which makes unable to see forward if one does not have goggle.
The items for carts are the best seller. The items for carts are mostly decorations or reinforces the carts individual parts like engine. So when one keeps the item with him in the game, it automatically applied. There are also many different types of carts that is useful for different types of games or different types of attacking items. Some types of carts are the best for protecting bombs or some are best for protecting banana peels.
Lastly, the items for decorating the carts or characters. The paints for changing the carts' original color, fancy number plates which is able to put riders' initials, and luxurious tires. For the paints, there are black, white, hot pink, green, yellow, blue, red and sky blue. There are lots of fancy number plates and the tires look like there is a colored like on the tire, so when rider drifts, there is a line on the ground.
I thought I am very very good at playing cart, and actually I am...sort of... I tried with Hyung Joo and he was really good though. I think driving or controlling cars is helpful to drive real car. It is of course toxic game and there are also many events which are effectively benefits for raising levels up. I quit this game for like half of an year, and now I want to restart!
2009년 10월 22일 목요일
Dining a person
At the age of 6th grader, I had my first love. Actually, since I was like 3rd grader, I went out with him but I did not really have memories during my 1st grade through 5th grade. Knowing that the age of 13 is pure at all and do not know what is love, I liked him very much and he liked me same as I liked him. During my 6th grade, I spent my time happily enough day by day. The one memory that I remember is I confessed him first that I like him. We spent most of time together, and then we broke up when we separated to different middle school. Even though we broke up, we left as a good friend each other. Few years later, I came to Saipan and heard of him from my friends and in msn. He was fine, and everything was fine too. However, few months later, I heard that he died from another best friend. I yet have many good feelings toward him and miss him a lot, maybe more than my parents. So if I could bring one person back to my life, I would bring him. When I was 6th grader, and having same class with him, we tried to be a partner together and our friends helped us to be a partner. We tricked our teacher and became a partner. He asked me to hear funny stuffs by his mp3, and we heard it together during the class, and we laughed secretly together. If someone bothers me, he attacked that person for revenge of mine. We had secret journal which process is like I wrote my daily journal or something about him or what I want to tell him, then I give it to him to reply my journal. So we keep repeating the same thing and if we fill out every page, we read it together. If a day is a special day like Valentine’s Day or pepero day, both I and he bought bunch of chocolates or peperos to give each other. I bought chocolates with two full of bags. However when we tried to meet outside, we could not meet just two of us, because we were shy that just two of us are together. So we met with few more people in Han River. We went there to watch fireworks or to ride bicycle. One day of winter, we were going to home together, and he took me to my house first. That day was very cold, but we walked at intervals from each other and we did not even talk but we txt together on that cold day. So our hands were frozen. When we reached to my house, the time was late so bus broke up. I felt so sorry for him so I gave my hug for him to be warm. Then he walked all the way to his house. There are so many memories to talk about and I am melancholy right now.
After we broke up, we left as a good friend to each other and we contacted frequently. When I called him as my first contactor, it was so fun to talk about our memories when we went out before. We were arguing about which person liked which person more. Then I talked with his mom too, because she was used to be liked me as his girlfriend and as her daughter. I made promise to call him again and said good bye. Few months later, my mom told me that he is at the hospital. I did not know anything so I asked my friend what is going on. My friend told me that he fought with someone and one pushed him and he, my first lover, fall down knocking on the edge of the desk harshly. Inside of his brain, something destroyed with lots of blood, so he was in a state of coma. He was in a state of coma for few weeks and then he died.
I was absent minded when I heard of that news, but I did not cry. It was too shock to cry for me that my first lover died. I could not even stay next to him because I was in Saipan, and I could not even go to his funeral. I still have many things to talk about with him, and I still remember how were we when we went out, and I still dreamed of him a lot. Every time when I think of him, I went to his homepage, and write how I have been doing and say hello to him. I still have his pictures in my phone, and I miss him a lot. So if he can be back to my life, I will spend as many days as I can.
After we broke up, we left as a good friend to each other and we contacted frequently. When I called him as my first contactor, it was so fun to talk about our memories when we went out before. We were arguing about which person liked which person more. Then I talked with his mom too, because she was used to be liked me as his girlfriend and as her daughter. I made promise to call him again and said good bye. Few months later, my mom told me that he is at the hospital. I did not know anything so I asked my friend what is going on. My friend told me that he fought with someone and one pushed him and he, my first lover, fall down knocking on the edge of the desk harshly. Inside of his brain, something destroyed with lots of blood, so he was in a state of coma. He was in a state of coma for few weeks and then he died.
I was absent minded when I heard of that news, but I did not cry. It was too shock to cry for me that my first lover died. I could not even stay next to him because I was in Saipan, and I could not even go to his funeral. I still have many things to talk about with him, and I still remember how were we when we went out, and I still dreamed of him a lot. Every time when I think of him, I went to his homepage, and write how I have been doing and say hello to him. I still have his pictures in my phone, and I miss him a lot. So if he can be back to my life, I will spend as many days as I can.
2009년 9월 21일 월요일
2009년 9월 2일 수요일
A BIRTHDAY
Christina RossettiMy
heart is like a singing bird
Whose nest is in a water'd shoot;
My heart is like an apple-tree
Whose boughs are bent with thick-set fruit;
My heart is like a rainbow shell
That paddles in a halcyon sea;
My heart is gladder than all these,
Because my love is come to me.
Raise me a daïs of silk and down;
Hang it with vair and purple dyes;
Carve it in doves and pomegranates,
And peacocks with a hundred eyes;
Work it in gold and silver grapes,
In leaves and silver fleurs-de-lys;
Because the birthday of my life Is come,
my love is come to me.
This poem is one of the famous poem and I found it by searching just a famous poem. I got this poem and I read it, it was not that hard to understand. In poem, there are lots of phrase that I really do not understand what it saying or what its meaning. The narrator wrote that his heart is gladder than all the phrases that he said, because his love is come to him. It means like the narrator is waiting for his love really long time, and missing his love. This poem is about a man who waited his love for long time, and when his birthday come, this love comes too. I liked this poem, and it impressed me too.
My Favorite Book
My favorite book is "Sherlock Holmes". It is the one that i finishd in not even one day, like 2hours and usually I do not really read the book and I am not really familiar with books. However when I started to read this book I cannot stop it so I finished it by 2hours. I realized while I was reading this book that I interested in some kind of stories like police, investigative things like that. For that kinds of books, the more I read the story over and over, it gets more interesting.
The stories in the book were very interesting and it is a fiction. Sherlock Holmes is very smart character in the book and solve everything step by step, and it was very interesting. If I finish one chapter, the curiosity of the next story and the result of the problems that came at the chapter that I read before made me read over and over again. In the story, Sherlock Holmes think much more than other people, and I think that makes Sherlock Holmes wiser and smart. So I learned that if I think more, I can have a wiser, better idea.
It was really interesting book and I was trying to find another series of book of Sherlock Holmes but I could not find. I read the book not only once but like 3~5times. I am also looking for the movie, but this year on December, the movie of Sherlock Holmes is upcoming!
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